I think of how empowered I am and how lost I am, all at the same time. I read the Scriptures and I think, "Wow, how God loves me. How incredible I must be to Him. How awesome are His ways and His thoughts toward me." And this being true. I look up from the page and I'm like, okay, so now what do I do? I'm housing all this magnificence inside me. The power of Christ resurrected lives in me. I am effective and unproductive, all at once. At times, overwhelmed by my calling, yet disappointed by my progress. I ask, "Lord, what would you have me do right now, in this moment?" I've asked a million times before. And I feel like I keep getting the same answer: Write. The murkiness sets in. Well, I am. I have a blog and I write when I can. I also have bills to pay and a family to take care of. Surely, you must also require me to work?! Again, my thoughts are conflicted and my actions ...
Inspiration and Christian Living. Practical Advice and Guidance for today's issues from the Word of God. Personal anecdotes and references.